While enjoying the orange juice in the dining room, we chatted to know each other better. “My name is Aiden; 17 years old and I live in this neighborhood too, just in front of your house. What your name?” he started the conversation. “I’m Nur Sabrina and I’m 18 years old but I’m taking my SPM this year as a form 5 student”, I answered. I think he confused with my statement but he try not to show it on his face. “I was taking one year break from school before; that’s why I will study as a form 5 students at SMK. Mat Salleh this year. “I also study there! Well I guess we’ll be schoolmate”, he said with a big smile plastered on his face which make his small eyes to form a crescent-like shape. “Just to let you know, my mum is a teacher there. Oh, speaking of that, where’s your mother? I haven’t seen her yet”, he said. I was startled for a while but I managed to answer, “I live with my dad and grandmother; my mum pass away when I was seven”. He looks at me with sympathy and I hate it when people look at me like that; that is why I don’t like to talk about the past. “I’m sorry, I don’t mean to offend you”, he said with a low voice. “It’s Ok. Don’t feel guilty”, I said and smile to comfort him.
After chatting for almost one hour, he excuses himself because he had to run an errand for his mother. He promises that he will goes to school together with me on Monday. Then, I go to my room and decide to rest for a while before unpacking my things. I was lying on my bed but I can’t seem to fall asleep. So, I decided to read the magazine that I bought yesterday. As I was flipping the pages, I saw one article entitled ‘Blood Tells Who You Are’ and decided to read it. ‘Emm, interesting…My blood type is AB-; so, what does it say about me?’ I thought to myself. ‘Usually cool and steady but can get upset easily’. “Wah, it is really true?” I ask to myself then continue to read it. 'Tend to be impatient and able to handle a wide scope of jobs/tasks’.I smiled as I read the article because the trait is quite similar to my personality then the smile on my face disappeared when I read the next line. “Sentimental about her past”, I read the line aloud. I closed the magazine and stare blankly to the ceiling as I thinking about the past.I hope no one will find out about my past here especially my schoolmate.
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